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    Wednesday, December 27th, 2006
    9:23 am
    wake me up when december ends...
    As much as I love the holidays and being around the ones that I love....this christmas has been especially tough. The one constant in my life is gone and I feel so let down and confused. I guess its my own fault after what I did to her almost a year ago now...but you know I knew she was the one for me so I worked so hard to make her trust me again and to show her that I regretted what I did. Then after all that more secrets come out and I find that she has been cheating on me the whole time and making me feel like crap for what I did. Now most people would have left and never come back after something like that. I don't know why I still bother and try to spend time with her. She doesn't want to date me anymore...she only wants to be friends...what a kick in the jimmies that is. Whatever I guess....everyday that we are apart is another day we drift away even more...I love this girl and I always will and this is the hardest things I have ever had to deal with. Why can't things just be simple? If I love her and she loves me despite everything that has happened then why can't we be together? It has to be something wrong with me. I just don't care anymore...I can't go through meeting anyone new so Im just not gonna bother...maybe things will work out and maybe they won't all I know is that my heart is broken and I will never be the same again...for better or for worse...oh yeah and I'm not a sketchy frat guy anymore....oh well time to work

    Current Mood: drained
    Wednesday, November 15th, 2006
    9:03 am
    blah blah blah yackity smackity
    I really don't know why I am writing in this stupid thing, but I guess I only do when things bother me. Why is it that whenever I get close to someone, something happens and everthing hits the fan? I don't understant why my luck is always like this. You figure if you bought a girl jewelry and took her on a cruise and made her the most important person in your life that things would get better, but for me they never do they always get worse. So here I am sitting at my desk at work trying to contain and understand all the emotions and memories from the last year plus and I I find it impossible to just forget about them. Eventually I will, but for now I am miserable. There has to be something wrong with me. Before it was always "you drink too much and when you get wasted you are a far different person." I've dealt with that I really haven't drank anything since I have been home from UML and I feel great. I don't need that stuff in my life anyways. And there are some good things I guess I should focus on. I'm meeting with a lady from UML tomorrow to go over my transcript and figure out a plan to finally finish up which is numero uno on my list of things to accomplish. I am also prob going to be getting a promotion at work which will allow me to finish school and work as well. I have some good things in my life, but right now I feel so down in the dumps. I wish I could forget about everything because it hurts to dream about things that will never be and u know I've been here before. I just need to cheer myself up and not look at my phone cuz it will mak me want to call her....I hate not being able to contain my emotions....I feel like I'm gonna go crazy everything is bottled up inside... :(

    Current Mood: lonely
    Tuesday, August 15th, 2006
    8:34 am
    IM GOING ON A CRUISE!!!!
    SO YEAH ME AND AIMEE MADE OUR FINAL PAYMENT TODAY FOR A 7 DAY CRUISE TO THE BAHAMAS AT THE END OF OCTOBER....I CAN'T WAIT. THANK GOD FOR MY MOM'S FRIEND DOWN IN FLORIDA BECAUSE SHE HOOKED US UP....WE'RE ONLY PAYING $1080 FOR THE BOTH OF US AND SHE UPGRADED OUR ROOM FOR FREE...THE BEST PART IS THAT THE CRUISE LEAVES FROM NY SO WE ONLY HAVE TO TAKE A BUS DOWN THERE...BUT IM VERY EXCITED CUZ THIS WILL BE A FIRST FOR BOTH OF US. I KNOW IM GONNA HAVE A BLAST...
    Thursday, July 27th, 2006
    7:19 am
    SO YEAH NEVER GO ON A SACO RIVER CANOE TRIP WHEN THERE IS A TROPICAL STORM OFF THE EAST COAST
    SO YEAH I FINALLY GOT A CHANCE TO DO THAT WEEKEND LONG CANOE TRIP WHERE YOU GO DOWN THE SACO RIVER IN MAINE AND CAMP ON THE BANKS AT NIGHT....IT WAS FUN UNTIL THE TORRENTAL DOWNPOURS STARTED. ME AND MY BIG WERE IN MY CANOE AND FURIOUS AND APETIT WERE IN FURIOUS' CANOE...A LOT OF OTHER BROTHERS WENT TOO LIKE BAMBI, DUNLOP, JOEY...ETC...FRIDAY WAS AMAZING...SO MUCH FUN. WE GOT SO LOADED JUST FLOATING DOWN THE RIVER AND WHEN WE MET UP WITH THE GUYS FROM DARTMOUTH WE JUST STOPPED AND STARTED GRILLIN AND PLAYING BEIRUT...I ALMOST DRANK A WHOLE 30 PACK MYSELF THE FIRST NIGHT AND PROB WOULD HAVE IF I HAD BEEN DRINKING ALL SUMMER...BAMBI BEAT ME THOUGH AND SOMEHOW ME HIM AND JOSE ALL ENDED UP IN THE SAME TENT....MAYBE THATS BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT MY TENT WAS A MAGICAL PORTA POTTY AND TRIED TO PEE IN IT....LOL IT WAS JUST A CRAZY NIGHT....SATURDAY PRIOR TO THE RAIN STORM WAS FUN WITH LOTS MORE DRINKING, SMOKING, ROPE SWINGS, AND FIREWORKS....I DEF RECOMMEND THE TRIP IF THE WEATHER IS NICE, BUT IN BAD WEATHER THIS TRIP CAN BE VERY UNCOMFORTABLE. I DEF HAVE PLENTY OF BATTLE SCARS...I CAN FINALLY WALK NORMAL AGAIN...MY FEET ENEDED UP ALL CUT UP AND BRUISED FROM JUST BEING ON THE RIVER AND I BURNED A LIL BUT ALL IN ALL I SURVIVED.
    Tuesday, July 4th, 2006
    9:29 am
    SO YEAH HELL HAS OFFICIALLY FROZEN OVER
    I HAVE A NEW CAR AND A NEW CELL PHONE....HURRAH FOR ME!!! MY NEW NUMBER IS 774-291-6247 AND I AM THE PROUD OWNER OF A 1999 MONTE CARLO...I HAVE TO SAY ITS PRETTY SWEET CUZ ITS ALL BLACK WITH LEATHER INTERIOR AND POWER EVERYTHING...NOT TO MENTION IT SCREWS ON THE HIGHWAY...OH WELL IM AT WORK ON THE 4TH OF JULY....:( EVERYONE ELSE GOT TO PARTY LAST NIGHT BUT I HAD TO BE RESPONSIBLE AND STAY SOBER AND DRIVE EVERYONE....ON A FUNNY NOTE...I PARTIED AT THE GREENS ON SAT FOR BAMBI'S ANNUAL JULY 1ST RIPPA AND IT WAS A BLAST...EVEN THOUGH I GUESS I AM AN OLD MAN NOW SO I CAN'T SLUG 30 BEERS AND GET AWAY WITH IT. IT WAS A GOOD WEEKEND OVERALL WITH ME AND AIMEE GOING TO MAINE AND HANGIN WITH MY PARENTS FOR FRIDAY NIGHT. SO ON TO THE FUNNY PART....WE WAKE UP ON SUNDAY MORNING AND AS WE ARE WALKING TO MY CAR WE SEE SOMETHING DRAWN ON THE WINDSHIELD OF DUNLOP'S CAR....IT WAS A GIANT PINK PENIS DRAWN ON HIS WINDSHIELD....I HAVE BEEN LAUGHING ABOUT IT SINCE THEN...SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE AND WHILE I HAVE BEEN MORE OF MYSELF SINCE BEING HOME I NEED A LITTLE CRAZINESS EVERYONCE IN AWHILE JUST TO FEEL ALIVE...

    Current Mood: amused
    Thursday, January 12th, 2006
    7:41 am
    IT'S WAY TOO EARLY TO BE AWAKE LET ALONE WORKING...
    SO I FEEL INCREDIBLY BORED RIGHT NOW SO IM GONNA UPDATE THIS JOURNAL THING...SO MANY FUNNY THINGS HAVE HAPPENED SINCE I HAVE BEEN HOME THAT I FEEL I NEED TO WRITE THEM OUT SO I CAN LOOK AT THEM LATER AND LAUGH...SO HERE IT GOES...FIRST MY LIL BROTHER PAT HAS ELEVATED HIS PIMPIN GAME TO THE NEXT LEVEL...WELL SORTA...HE FINALLY GETS LAID FOR THE FIRST TIME AND THINKS HE IS TEXTING HIS FRIEND CRAIG "DUDE I JUST GOT LAID," BUT IN FACT HE TEXTED MY DAD....WICKED FUNNY...YOU SHOULD HAVE SEEN HOW MANY SHADES OF RED PAT TURNED DURING THE HOLIDAYS WHEN ALL THE GUYS IN THE FAMILY KEPT CRACKING ONE LINERS. NEXT THING I KNOW PAT HAS LIKE 4 GIRLS GOING AT ONCE. HE IS NO BAMBI THO AND KEEPS MIXING THEM UP WITH ONE ANOTHER...BUT FOR SOEM REASON I DONT THINK IT BOTHERS THEM...HAHA GO FIGURE ..SO I GO UP TO THE BAR THE OTHER NIGHT CUZ WELL VADER, GRADY, AND COLIN WERE AROUND AND WERE HAVING SOME BEERS AND VADER WALKS AWAY...NOW THERE IS NO RECORD EVER OF VADER TALKING TO A GIRL, HITTING ON A GIRL, OR EVEN GETTING SOME FROM A GIRL..ALL WE HAVE IS VADER'S WORD THAT HE HAS AND FRANKLY NONE OF US BELIEVE HIM..SO VADER GOES UP TO THIS GIRL AND STARTS TALKING TO HER AND NEXT THING YOU KNOW HE LEAVING WITH HER....WHERE THE HELL DID THAT COME FROM?? BELIEVE ME WE WERE ALL AMAZED AND ORDERED ANOTHER ROUND OF BEERS...SO I WAS REALLY SICK FOR THE LAST 4 DAYS AND I AM FINALLY FEELING A LIL BIT BETTER, BUT WHEN I WAS SICK I WAS LIKE A WOUNDED ANIMAL BEING CHASED AROUND THE HOUSE BY A RELENTLESS PREDATOR(SEAMUS). NO MATTER WHERE I WOULD GO TO BE AT PEACE TO LAY DOWN OR EAT OR DRINK HE WOULD FOLLOW AND STALK ME. I FELT SO HORRIBLE AND WEAK THAT I COULNT EVEN DEFEND MYSELF OR MY FOOD FROM SEAMUS. HE WOULD WAIT IN THE SHADOWS UNTIL I DOZED OFF FOR A SECOND AND THEN HE MADE HIS MOVE...I LOOK OVER AND HE HAS HIS NOSE IN MY CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP....NOW THAT WAS THE LAST BOWL LEFT AND EVEN THOUGH I WAS FURIOUS SEAMUS IS STILL THE BEST DOG....HE IS JUST GETTING SMARTER AND MORE STEALTHY IN HIS OLD AGE. SO I DONT KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE READ ABOUT THAT 16 YEAR OLD KID WHO GOT SHOT BY POLICE THE OTHER DAY IN PLYMOUTH. I JUST CANT BELIEVE THAT THE FAMILY AND FRIENDS ARE CRYING FOUL THAT THE KID DIED FOR NO REASON. THAT IS SO LUDACRIS THAT THEY FEEL THAT WAY. THE KID WAS TROUBLE FROM DAY ONE. HE HAD ALREADY HAD PROBLEMS WITH THE LAW AND THEN HE ATTEMPTS TO BREAK INTO A LIQUER STORE AND WHEN POLICE CHASED AFTER HIM HE RAMS HIS CAR INTO TWO COP CARS AND THEN WHEN THEY GET OUT HE TRYS TO RUN THEM DOWN....NOW I DONT KNOW ABOUT ANYONE ELSE BUT HT TRIED TO HURT THOSE COPS AND DESERVED TO GET SHOT...SO YEAH THE PATS ARE GONNA KICK ASS AND CHEW BUBBLE GUM ON SATURDAY LIEK THEY'RE ALL OUT OF GUM....LOL I LOVE THAT LINE. I HAVE A LIL BIT OF GOOD ADVICE FOR EVERYONE ELSE AS WELL....WHEN YOU GET HOME LATE AT NIGHT AND ARE LOOKING FOR A SNACK..STAY AWAY FROM THE BUFFALO CHICKEN TENDERS....OH MAN I FELT LIKE CRAP THIS MORNING...I HAVE SUCH BAD HEARTBURN I FEEL LIKE A DRAGON...SO ME AND JAY WERE WATCHING ON DEMAND THE OTHER DAY AND UNDER KIDS THEN VORTEX THERE ARE EPISODES OF THIS SHOW CALLED "CADILLACS AND DINOSAURS", IT IS PROB THE MOST POINTLESS SHOW BUT IT MADE ME LAUGHT THAT SOMEONE ACTUALLY COMBINED THOSE TWO THINGS...SO YEAH ON A CLOSING NOTE IM TRYING TO PLAN A SKI TRIP TO MAINE FOR NEXT WEEK BEFORE WE GO BACK TO SCHOOL...ITS SO HARD TO GET EVERYONE TO GET TIME OFF FROM WORK BUT I WILL DO MY BEST...

    Current Mood: awake
    Saturday, November 26th, 2005
    11:10 am
    HERE IS A COOL SURVEY
    Really Long Survey (over 200)
    What is your name?:THOMAS JOSEPH O'CALLAHAN
    Are you named after anyone?:MY FATHER EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT A JR
    What's your screename?:OJ32BILLS
    Would you name a child of yours after you?:OF COURSE...ITS TRADITION
    If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:PROB MISTY OR SOMETHING...LOL
    If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:PROB MY FRIEND WEASEL
    Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:O'CRAPAHAN, O'CALLASHIT,O'SHITACRAP....THE LIST GOES ON...THANX MAYZO
    Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:HELLS NO
    Basics
    Your gender::MALE
    Straight/Gay/Bi::STRAIGHT
    Single?:NOPE
    If not, do you want to be?:NOT AT ALL
    Birthdate::OCTOBER 19TH
    Your age::24
    Age you act::LIKE 18
    Age you wish you were::I WISH I WAS A KID AGAIN
    Your height::5'11''
    Eye color::BLUE BABY!!!
    Happy with it?:U KNOW IT
    Hair color::I'D SAY CALICO CUZ I REALLY DONT HAVE A NORMAL COLOR
    Happy with it?:SORTA I GUESS
    Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::RIGHTY
    Your living arrangement::SCHOOL AND HOME
    Your family::THE BEST
    Have any pets?:SEAMUS
    Whats your job?:I WORK FOR THE BOSTON GLOBE AND THE TREASURY OFFICE AT SCHOOL
    Piercings?:NOPE
    Tattoos?:NOPE
    Obsessions?:CHICKEN
    Addictions?:CIGGARETTES, CRAZY TUESDAYS
    Do you speak another language?:I USED TO SPEAK SPANISH
    Have a favorite quote?:IT'S TIME TO PUT THE WOMEN AND CHILDREN TO BED AND GO LOOKING FOR SUPPER
    Do you have a webpage?:NOPE
    Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
    Do you live in the moment?:I ALWAYS DO
    Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:NOT REALLY
    Do you have any secrets?:I USED TO BE WICKED SMART GUY
    Do you hate yourself?:NOPE
    Do you like your handwriting?:I HAVE AWFUL HANDWRITING...ITS A SIGN OF INTELLIGENCE U KNOW
    Do you have any bad habits?:SMOKING, SWEARING, FARTING, BURPING...AND ON AND ON
    What is the compliment you get from most people?:IM GENUINE
    If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:D.QUARTZ BEHIND THE GLORY
    What's your biggest fear?:FAILURE, BEING STABBED, NOT HAVING A FAMILY
    Can you sing?:NOT AT ALL
    Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:NOPE IM ALREADY COOL
    Are you a loner?:NOT AT ALL...IM FROM A BIG FAMILY AND IM IN A FRATERNITY
    What are your #1 priorities in life?:HAPPINESS, LOVE, SUCCESS, FAMILY
    If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:OF COURSE
    Are you a daredevil?:ONLY WHEN IM DRUNK
    Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:I DONT LIKE MY IRISH TEMPER
    Are you passive or agressive?:I CAN BE BOTH...
    Do you have a journal?:YUP
    What is your greatest strength and weakness?:S-IM PASSIONATE W-I DONT ALWAYS THINK BEFORE I DO OR SAY THINGS
    If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:I WOULDNT LET STUPID PETTY THINGS BOTHER ME
    Do you think you are emotionally strong?:NOT ALWAYS BUT I TRY TO BE
    Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:I REGRET NOTHING...EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE SO FAR IN LIFE HAS SHAPED WHO I REALLY AM
    Do you think life has been good so far?:YES IT HAS...I HAVE A LOT TO BE THANKFUL FOR
    What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:THAT NOT EVERYTHING IS REALLY WHAT IT APPEARS TO BE
    What do you like the most about your body?:THE FACT THAT IM THIN AND ONE HANDSOME MOFO
    And least?:THAT I HAVE A BEER GUT NOW :P
    Do you think you are good looking?:U KNOW IT....
    Are you confident?:I'D SAY SO, BUT NOT ALWAYS I AM HUMAN AFTER ALL
    What is the fictional character you are most like?:WELL WHO'S THAT GUY FROM SIN CITY...THE ONE WHO KILLS EVERYONE AT THE BEGINNING?....JK
    Are you perceived wrongly?:ALL THE F'IN TIME
    Do You...
    Smoke?:YES BUT I REALLY REALLY WANT TO STOP
    Do drugs?:I HOPE I NEVER DO THEM AGAIN
    Read the newspaper?:YES USUALLY AT WORK
    Pray?:USUALLY ONLY WHEN IM SCARED
    Go to church?:ON HOLIDAYS
    Talk to strangers who IM you?:YEAH SURE WHY NOT
    Sleep with stuffed animals?:UM NO.....
    Take walks in the rain?:ACTUALLY YEAH I KINDA LIKE THAT
    Talk to people even though you hate them?:YES BUT ITS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO BE FAKE
    Drive?:IF ONLY I HAD A CAR....BUT I DO LIKE DRIVING I DRIVE LIKE A GRANDMA SUPPOSEDLY
    Like to drive fast?:NOPE....GOD MADE ME TO GO AT SLOW SPEEDS
    Would or Have You Ever?
    Liked your voice?:ITS TOO DEEP...I WISH I HAD A NORMAL VOICE
    Hurt yourself?:I CAN DEAL WITH PAIN....MIND OVER MATTER YO
    Been out of the country?:ONCE
    Eaten something that made other people sick?:HELLO MY PICTURE IS IN SUPPAS
    Been in love?:YES
    Done drugs?:LETS NOT GO THERE
    Gone skinny dipping?:NOPE...I IMAGINE ITS FUN THO
    Had a medical emergency?:NOT REALLY AN EMERGENCY...I WAS JUST BLEEDING A LOT
    Had surgery?:YUP
    Ran away from home?:NOPE
    Played strip poker?:HAHA ACTUALLY YES
    Gotten beaten up?:NEVER
    Beaten someone up?:TWICE
    Been picked on?:ONCE IN KINDERGARDEN...THIS BITCH RIPPED MY TRANSFORMER BACKPACK...IT HAD OPTIMUS PRIME ON IT....I WAS PISSED AND NEVER LET ANYONE PICK ON ME AGAIN AFTER THAT
    Been on stage?:NOPE
    Slept outdoors?:DOES A GAS STATION COUNT OR CAMPING?
    Thought about suicide?:A COUPLE TIMES
    Pulled an all nighter?:YES AND IT WAS NOT FUN
    If yes, what is your record?:IM NOT SURE
    Gone one day without food?:ONCE
    Talked on the phone all night?:NO NOT REALLY
    Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:YES
    Slept all day?:ONCE OR TWICE
    Killed someone?:IF BY SOMEONE U MEAN BEERS THEN YES
    Made out with a stranger?:A FEW TIMES ON TRIP TO VISIT FRIENDS AT OTHER SCHOOLS
    Had sex with a stranger?:UM......SEE ABOVE QUESTION
    Thought you're going crazy?:YES DEFINATELY
    Kissed the same sex?:NOPE
    Done anything sexual with the same sex?:NEVER
    Been betrayed?:A FEW TIMES
    Had a dream that came true?:WELL ACTUALLY A FEW TIMES
    Broken the law?:HAHA....I DONT THINK I NEED TO ANSWER THIS ONE
    Met a famous person?:THE DUNCAN DONUTS GUY BEFORE HE DIED
    Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:YES LIKE 10 OF THEM WHILE DRIVNG
    On purpose?:WITH A CROSSBOW ONCE WHEN I WAS IN MIDDLESCHOOL
    Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:PROB I DONT REMEMBER THO
    Stolen anything?:YES....SUBS, SPANISH RICE
    Been on radio/tv?:NOPE
    Been in a mosh-pit?:ONCE AT WARP TOUR WHEN THE MURPHYS WERE PLAYING
    Had a nervous breakdown?:ALMOST ONCE
    Bungee jumped?:NOPE
    Had a dream that kept coming back?:ALL TEH FREAKIN TIME....WITH DINOSAURS USUALLY
    Beliefs
    Belive in life on other planets?:U BET...I KNOW ITS OUT THERE...ITS JUST A MATTER OF HOW FAR OUT THERE
    Miracles?:LOOK AT MY DAD
    Astrology?:NOPE
    Magic?:NOPE
    God?:I DO
    Satan?:NOPE
    Santa?:NOPE
    Ghosts?:NOPE
    Luck?:OF COURSE IM IRISH
    Love at first sight?:LUST AT FIRST SIGHT MAYBE BUT NOT LOVE
    Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:YES
    Witches?:NOPE
    Easter bunny?:NOPE
    Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:IF U TRUST AND LOVE THAT PERSON AND CANT IMAGINE BEING WITHOUT THEM THEN YES
    Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:YES
    Do you wish on stars?:NOPE
    Deep Theological Questions
    Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:SOMEWHAT
    Do you think God has a gender?:HES DEF A GUY
    Do you believe in organized religion?:WELL I DO BUT SOMETIMES ITS TOO MUCH
    Where do you think we go when we die?:"WHERE DO BAD FOLKS GO WHEN THEY DIE?...THEY GO TO A LAKE AFO FIRE AND FRY"-NIRVANA
    Friends
    Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:YES
    Who is your best friend?:JAY
    Who's the one person that knows most about you?:PROB JAY BUT MOST OF MY FRIENDS KNOW ME VERY WELL
    What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:TO ENJOY LIFE BECAUSE ITS SHORT AND BEFORE U KNOW IT ITS GONE
    Your favourite inside joke?:ABOUT PAT TEXTING MY DAD BY ACCIDENT
    Thing you're picked on most about?:NOT HAVING A CAR OR A CELL PHONE
    Who's your longest known friend?:VADER
    Newest?:PROB THE PLEDGES
    Shyest?:FURIOUS
    Funniest?:MAYZO
    Sweetest?:AIMEE
    Closest?:JAY
    Weirdest?:VADER
    Smartest?:JOSE
    Ditziest?:IM NOT SURE
    Friends you miss being close to the most?:MAYZO
    Last person you talked to online?:AIMEE
    Who do you talk to most online?:AIMEE
    Who are you on the phone with most?:AIMEE
    Who do you trust most?:JAY, MY ROOMIES, AIMEE
    Who listens to your problems?:ALL OF THE ABOVE
    Who do you fight most with?:MY ROOMATES
    Who's the nicest?:FURIOUS
    Who's the most outgoing?:BAMBI
    Who's the best singer?:I DONT KNOW
    Who's on your shit-list?:BLEU
    Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:NOT REALLY
    Who's your second family?:SIG TAU
    Do you always feel understood?:NOT REALLY
    Who's the loudest friend?:VADER
    Do you trust others easily?:DEPENDS ON THE PERSON
    Who's house were you last at?:MY OWN
    Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::MY PARENTS, AIMEE
    Do your friends know you?:I THINK THEY DO BY NOW
    Friend that lives farthest away::MAYZO
    Love and All That
    Do you consider love a mistake?:NEVER
    What do you find romantic?:NAPS, WALKS, WEEKEND GETAWAYS, SPENDING ALONE TIME
    Turn-on?:BLUE EYES, SENSE OF HUMOR, A NICE SMILE
    Turn-off?:ATTITUDE, SLUTTYNESS, SOMEONE WHO LIKES TO FIGHT
    First kiss?:JEN BALDWIN....
    If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:FLATTERED
    Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:YES
    Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:I GUESS...I CAN BE SHY SOMETIMES
    Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:I REALLY DONT KNOW
    Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:I HOPE SO
    What is best about the opposite sex?:BJs....LOL
    What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:THEY GET MAD OVER STUPID THINGS
    What's the last present someone gave you?:BRIAN GAVE ME ONE FO HIS BIRTHDAY BEERS LAST NIGHT
    Are you in love?:YES I AM
    Do you consider your significant other hot?:I DO...VERY HOT
    Who Was the Last Person...
    That haunted you?:BABE RUTH....THANK GOD WS CHAMPS 2004
    You wanted to kill?:AROD
    That you laughed at?:PAT FOR TEXTING YM DAD
    That laughed at you?:MY DAD
    That turned you on?:AIMEE
    You went shopping with?:I DONT KNOW IM POOR RIGHT NOW
    That broke your heart?::(
    To disappoint you?::(
    To ask you out?:AIMEE LAST WEEK
    To make you cry?:THE RED SOX
    To brighten up your day?:MY DAD WHEN HE DROVE ME HOME ON WED
    That you thought about?:AIMEE
    You saw a movie with?:AIMEE
    You talked to on the phone?:JAY
    You talked to through IM/ICQ?:AIMEE
    You saw?:MY BUDDY JEFF AT WORK
    You lost?:I DONT KNOW
    Right This Moment...
    Are you going out?:NOPE IM AT WORK
    Will it be with your significant other?:NOPE
    Or some random person?:??
    What are you wearing right now?:JEANS AND A COLLARED SHIRT
    Body part you're touching right now::MY LEG
    What are you worried about right now?:AIMEE MEETING SOME OF MY FAMILY TODAY
    What book are you reading?:NONE
    What's on your mousepad?:TIGGER AND POOH BEAR....DONT ASK
    Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::TIRED, BORED, CRANKY, LETHARGIC, NERVOUS
    Are you bored?:YEAH
    Are you tired?:YEAH
    Are you talking to anyone online?:NOPE
    Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:SINCE 8 AM
    Are you lonely or content?:CONTENT
    Are you listening to music?:NOPE
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    Wednesday, October 26th, 2005
    1:12 pm
    so yeah i just needed to write.....
    Wow....a shitload has happened since I last updated this thang...Once again I have screwed a good thing up when I thought something else was what I really wanted. I'm not writing in this to make anyone who reads this feel bad for me....I'm writing to help me get some stuff out that constantly keeps reminding me of how much of a shitty person I can be sometimes. It's all my fault....you know everyone thinks that the grass is always greener on the otherside but I have come to the realization that everyone wants what they can't have. I fell into this trap and made the worst decision of my life. Now nothing is real....everything is just a glimpse of how it used to be. I broke up with probably the best girlfriend that I have ever had. I may not have realized how good thigns were or how much I really cared for her, but I did what I did and now I must deal with it. I thought maybe this time around someone would really be what I've always thought they were...but I was wrong. It's far too late to make amends to the girl who really means the world to me. I can only let her know how much I've messed up and how much she means to me, but it will never be the same. I blew it and you know its really killing me slowly from the inside. I can't sleep and I can't seem to have fun even when everyone else is havign fun. Life is a series of important decisions that ultimately lead you to what truly makes you happy. I have stumbled lately and my decisions have probably cost me the trust and love of a girl who honestly I could be happy with for the rest of my life. We've spent some time together since then and you know its been awesome....every second I spend with her makes me want to spend even more time with her. I know because of what I've done that its far too soon for me to try to make amends. I only want a chance to make things right...she deserves someone who will appreciate her and love her and deep down I think maybe I was never good enough and that she deserves better... right now she deserves the best and I'm not the best...I feel sick to my stomach just thinking about how much I hurt her and its like a bad dream that I just can't wake up from....

    Current Mood: sick
    Sunday, August 28th, 2005
    10:20 am
    YEAH FOR SCHOOL.....I CANT WAIT!!!
    SO ME AND AIMEE WATCHED THAT MOVIE ALEXANDER....IT WAS HORRIBLE. NOW I USUALLY LOVE WAR MOVIES, BUT THIS ONE WAS MORE GAY THAN ANYTHING. NOW I KNOW FROM MY HISTORY CLASSES THAT THE ANCIENT GREEKS HAD HOMSEXUAL TENDENCIES, BUT THAT MOVIE WAS DOWNRIGHT GROSS AND NASEATING. I THOUGHT ALEXANDER WOULD BE SOME FEARLESS LEADER WHO ROLLED OVER EVERYTHING IN HIS PATH....NOPE THE MOVIE PORTRAYED HIM AS WEAK MINDED DRUNK WHO LUSTED AFTER MEN EVEN THOUGH HIS WIFE HAD HUGE GUNS.....I JUST DIDNT UNDERSTAND THE MOVIE....MY RECOMMENDATION IS NOT TO SEE IT. YEAH SO ILL BE AT SCHOOL AS EARLY AS I CAN ON SUNDAY....WOOT WOOT 319....

    Current Mood: awake
    8:42 am
    hahaha this is hilarious
    Your Fortune Is

    Man who fight with wife all day get no piece at night.

    8:37 am
    haha...sorta true...
    You Are a Mai Tai

    You aren't a big drinker, but you'll drink if the atmosphere is festive.
    And when you're drunk, watch out! You're easily carried away.
    Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005
    10:44 am
    OMG WHAT A CRAZY WEEKEND......
    SO ME, AIMEE, FURIOUS, BAMBI, WEASEL, AND SULLY GO TO 311 ON FRIDAY AT GREAT WOODS....IT WAS INSANE. WE DRANK OVER 90 BEERS AND I THINK I WAS LAUGHING THE WHOLE TIME....WELL MAYBE EXCEPT FOR WHEN BAMBI WAS HEADBUTTING PEOPLE NEAR THE LAWN...HE DID IT A FEW TIMES AND EVERYONE WAS LAUGHING ABOUT IT BUT THEN HE DID IT TO THIS LIL PUNKISH LOOKING KID WHO GOT REALLY PISSED OFF....NOW PICTURE ME AND FURIOUS REALLY WASTED NOT REALLY KNOWING WHATS GOING ON AND BAMBI AND THIS KID YELLING AT EACH OTHER....SO FOR ONCE I PLAYED PEACEMAKER AND CONVINCED THE OTHER KID'S BUDDY TO JUST TAKE HIM AWAY AND FINALLY IT WAS OVER....WEASEL AND BAMBI CONTINUED TO HOLLER AT PAPA ROACH ON STAGE AND THEN THEY STOPPED WHEN THEY FOUND SOME GIRLS TO HIT ON....LOL ON THE WAY BACK TO MY HOUSE WE STOPPED AT BURGER KING BECAUSE BAMBI HAD TO HAVE THOSE NEW CHICKEN FRIES....WELL AT THE DRIVETHRU HE GETS OUT OF THE CAR AND STARTS PRETENDING TO TALK TO THE INTERCOM THING LIKE IT WAS A REAL PERSON....HE'S PUTTING HIS ARM AROUND IT AND ASKING IF THEY HAVE ANY SPICY CHICKEN....LOL SO WE ALL GET UP EARLY AND HEAD TO MAINE AND ON THE WAY STOP AT THE NEW HAMPSHIRE STATE TO GET SOME BOOZE....NOW IM DRIVING AND I MISS THE FIRST ONE BUT ONLY IN NH IS THERE ANOTHER STATE LIQUER STORE LIKE 5 MILES DOWN THE ROAD....LOL NOW WE COME OUT WITH 3 JUGS OF BACCARDI MIXERS AND ANOTHER BOTTLE OF BACCARDI SUPERIOR....WELL LETS JUST SAY IT WAS AN AWESOME DAY(I SAY DAY BECAUSE WE NEVER MADE IT TO NIGHTTIME) FILLED WITH ZOMBIES, HURRICANES, AND RUM RUNNERS....SO COLLEEN SHOWS UP AND WE'RE ALL PASSED OUT. HER AND AIMEE ENDED UP STAYING UP REAL LATE DRINKING WHILE WE WERE ALL COMATOSE. I WOKE UP THE NEXT MORNING COVERED IN SAND AND WITH THE WORST HEADACHE I HAVE EVER HAD FROM DRINKING. SO WE DRIVE COLLEEN BACK TO NORTH CONWAY AND ON THE WAY WE SAW A MINIGOLF PLACE AND A FIREWORKS STAND...LETS JUST SAY ITS GONNA BE FIREWORKS FILLED FIRST NIGHT BACK AT SCHOOL....WE GOT THIS ONE CALLED THE MATRIC THAT IS AS BIG AS A CAR BATTERY AND SOME OTHER LITTLE ONES WHICH WE WILL PROB LIGHT OFF TONIGHT IN LOWELL....OH MAN I HAVE NOT HAD THAT MUCH FUN IN A LONG TIME...I CANT WAIT TO TAKE ROAD TRIPS THIS FALL SEEING AS I WONT BE WORKING WEEKENDS LIKE I USED TO....SO TONIGHT IS GONNA BE FUN...IF YOU ARE COOL THEN YOU SHOULD COME PARTY WITH US AT DK TONIGHT....

    Current Mood: amused
    Friday, August 5th, 2005
    12:27 pm
    YES I LOVE PIZZA AND PIZZA LOVES ME
    Cheese Pizza

    Traditional and comforting.
    You focus on living a quality life.
    You're not easily impressed with novelty.
    Yet, you easily impress others.
    11:10 am
    YEAH SO IM BORED AND NONE OF MY BUDDIES ARE WORKING TODAY :(
    50 Questions

    1. Your name spelled backwards.
    SAMOHT HPESOJ NAHALLACO.....LOL I GUESS IM FROM INDIA

    2. Where were your parents born?
    MOMMY- BURLINGTON DADDY- CAMBRIDGE

    3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
    THIS RAGDOLL SIMULATION THING WHERE THE RAGDOLL LOOKS LIKE PRESIDENT BUSH AND YOU CAN WHIP HIM AROUND AND THROW HIM OFF THESE LITTLE BALL THINGS....KINDA FUN FOR LIKE 5 MIN

    4. What's your favorite restaurant?
    WELL I LOVE THE OLIVE GARDEN, BUT APPARENTLY AS WEASEL TELLS ME THAT THERE IS A RESTAURANT IN BELLINGHAM CALLED MA GLOCKNERS WHERE ALL THEY SERVE IS CHICKEN

    5. Last time you swam in a pool?
    I HAVE NO IDEA...ALL I KNOW IS THAT IM NOT GONNA JUMP OFF A TRAMPOLINE INTO A POOL AFTER SEEING THAT STUPID GUY DO IT ON THE NEWS AND END UP PARALYZED

    6. Have you ever been in a school play?
    DOES A DARE PLAY COUNT....WELL I WAS PART OF THE CREW FOR GREASE

    7. How many kids do you want?
    2 KIDS, ONE BOY ONE GIRL

    8. Type of music you dislike most?
    GOSPEL MUSIC....

    9. Are you registered to vote?
    YUPPERS

    10. Do you have cable?
    ON DEMAND IS MY LIFE...BTW CHECK OUT ANIMAL KILLZONES ON ANIMAL PLANET ON DEMAND....YOU GET TO SEE BABY GAZELLES GET CHASED BY PACKS OF LIONS....QUITE BREATHTAKING

    11. Have you ever ridden on a moped?
    YUP I ALMOST CRASHED IT

    12. Ever prank call anybody?
    YEAH WITH A PRESIDENT BUSH SOUND BOARD THING...VADER KNEW WHAT WAS GOING ON....HAHA

    13. Best friends?
    SCOTT, FURIOUS, JAY, AARON, WEASEL, VADER, MAYZO....PROB SOME MORE BUT I CANT LIST EVERYONE

    14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
    BOTH, LATELY I HAVE CONQUERED MY FEAR OF HEIGHTS AND WOULD LIEK TO TRY THEM BOTH

    15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
    FLORIDA KEYS....

    16. Do you have a garden?
    MY MOM DOES....SEAMUS ALWAYS DOES HIS BIZNAZ IN IT AND MY MOM GETS MAD

    17. What's your favorite comic strip?
    DILBERT...ESPECIALLY WHEN DOGBERT AND RATBERT ARE INVOLVED

    18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
    R U KIDDING ME?? OF COURSE I DO...ANYONE WHO DOES NOT SHOULD BE DEPORTED

    19. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
    SHOWERS ARE BETTER REGARDLESS OF THE TIME OF DAY

    20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
    WEDDING CRASHERS...

    21. Favorite pizza topping?
    EXTRA CHEESE

    22. Chips or popcorn?
    CHIPS

    23. What color lipstick do you usually wear?
    WHAT EVER KIND THE GIRL I JUST MADE OUT WITH WAS WEARING :)

    24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
    HELLS NO WHY WOULD I WANT TO

    25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
    UM YEAH THIS IS ME WERE TAKING ABOUT

    26. Orange Juice or apple?
    OJ....AS IN OJ SIMPSON

    27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine?
    JAY, AARON, ASHLEY, WEASEL...WE WENT TO MAIN ST CAFE....STEAK TIPS ARE AWESOME THERE

    28. Favorite type chocolate bar?
    NESTLE CRUNCH....SO GOOD

    29. When was the last time you voted at the polls?
    I FORGET

    30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
    ACTUALLY LAST NIGHT

    31. Have you ever won a trophy?
    YOU SHOULD SEE MY TROPHY COLLECTION AT HOME....TOO MANY TO COUNT. OH THE GOOD OLE DAYS WHERE ALL I DID WAS PLAY SOCCER

    32. Are you a good cook?
    ID SAY A MODERATELY GOOD COOK

    33. Do you know how to pump your own gas?
    YUP ANYONE WHO DOESN'T MUST BE RETARDED

    34. Ever order an article from an infomercial?
    NO....BUT I DID WANT TO GET THE "MAGIC BULLET" CUZ IT LOOKS CRAZY

    35. Sprite or 7-up?
    MAKE 7UP YOURS....THAT STILL CRACKS ME UP

    36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work?
    WELL WHEN I WAS A BUSBOY IN HIGH SCHOOL

    37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
    PICTURES

    38. Ever thrown up in public?
    HAHA KEG RACE....I THINK I LOST 20 LBS THAT DAY

    39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?
    WELL RIGHT NOW ID RATHER BE A MILLIONAIRE, BUT IF I FOUND TRUE LOVE THEN MONEY WOULD NOT MATTER AT ALL TO ME

    40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
    I THINK YOU COULD BE ATTRACTED AT FIRST SIGHT, BUT LOVE IS SOMETHING THAT TAKES TIME

    41. Can exs be friends?
    I THINK SO, BUT ITS A 2 WAY ST...

    42. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
    MY GRANDFATHER BEFORE HE DIED

    43. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby?
    NOPE

    44. What message is on your voicemail?
    THIS NUMBER IS CURRENTLY NOT IN SERVICE....LOL

    46. What was the name of your first pet?
    SPUNKY THE CAT

    47. What's in your backpack?
    A DEAD BABY....JK

    48. Favorite thing to do before bedtime?
    WATCH ON DEMAND AND EAT CHICKEN PATTIES

    49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
    I AM GRATEFUL FOR MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS, THE RED SOX, AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST AIMEE...SHE REALLY IS AN AWESOME GIRL :)
    50. What do you think about?I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT WHO I WILL BE IN 10 YEARS OR SO OR WHO I WILL MARRY OR WHAT MY KIDS WILL BE LIKE, BUT I AM A DREAMER SOMETIMES AND NOT ALWAYS A REALIST....I ALSO THINK ABOUT SPORTS, CHICKEN , AND SEX....BUT HEY I AM A GUY AFTERALL
    8:19 am
    BATMAN RETURNS.....
    YEAH SO ITS BEEN QUITE AN INTERRESTING FEW DAYS....LAST NIGHT SEAMUS HAD AN ACCIDENT IN MY PARENTS ROOM...SO MY DAD HAS NO IDEA AND GETS UP TO GET A DRINK AT LIKE 3 AM AND WALKS DIRECTLY THROUGH IT AND DOESN'T REALIZE HE DID...HE GETS BACK IN BED AND MY MOM KEEPS WAKING UP AND ASKING MY DAD IF HE FARTED...LOL SO THIS MORNING WHEN I WOKE UP MY MOM AND DAD HAD BEEN UP SINCE 5 AM CLEANING THEIR WHOLE ROOM....I HAVE BEEN LAUGHING ALL MORNING. SO I HAVE TO TAKE THIS TEST TO PLACE OUT OF A MATH CLASS FOR MY MAJOR. IM TAKING IT ON WEDNESDAY AND TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH I HAVEN'T REALLY BEEN STUDYING ALL THAT MUCH. IM SURE I WILL DO FINE...I JUST PROCRASTINATE SOMETIMES...YEAH SO I HAVE TO TAKE THAT TEST ON MY ONE DAY OFF NEXT WEEK...SO THAT MEANS IM WORKING LIKE EVERYDAY EXCEPT THAT DAY...I GUESS THATS ALRIGHT CUZ ILL BE MAKING MONEY AND AIMEE HAS TO WORK LIKE EVERYDAY TOO...IT JUST SEEMS LIKE WE WONT BE ABLE TO SEE EACH OTHER TILL THE 311 CONCERT. THAT WILL BE ONE FUN WEEKEND THOUGH. AFTER THE SHOW ME, AIMEE, AND SCOTT ARE GOING UP TO MY PARENTS HOUSE IN MAINE WITH BRIAN TO VISIT COLLEEN AND HAVE SOME FUN...I CANT WAIT CUZ IT WILL BE SO MUCH FUN. THIS NEXT SEMESTER SHOULD BE GOOD. I HAVE SOME GOALS I WANT TO ACCOMPLISH AND I INTEND ON MEETING THEM. FIRST OFF QUIT SMOKING. I HAVE BEEN SMOKING FOR SO LONG IT SEEMS AND AIMEE KEEPS HARPING ON ME TO QUIT. NOW I ALWAYS SAY I WILL QUIT BUT NEVER ACTUALLY DO. I THINK BECAUSE JAY IS QUITTING TOO THAT MAYBE IT WILL BE EASIER BECAUSE IT ALWAYS SEEMS THAT I DO WELL AT SCHOOL AND THEN GIVE IN WHEN I GO HOME CUZ ALL MY FRIENDS SMOKE...IDK I REALLY NEED TO QUIT BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO DIE WITHOUT LEAVING A LEGACY. NEXT UP IS TO GET A NEW CAR. THAT SEEMS VERY FEASIBLE...ILL PROB HAVE MY CAR BY OCTOBER...THIRD, IM GONNA NOT PARTY AS MUCH. THIS SUMMER I HAVE BEEN WORKING SO MUCH THAT I HAVENT HAD REALLY ANY TIME TO PARTY AT ALL. MY SUMMER HAS BEEN SPLIT BETWEEN WORKING AND AIMEE...NOW I REALLY HAVE NO PROB WITH THIS BECAUSE OF COURSE ID RATHER BE WITH AIMEE THAN OUT DRINKING...I JUST FEEL LIKE MAYBE I HAVE DONE SOME MUCH NEEDED GROWING UP LATELY. AS WITH EVERYTHING IN LIFE YOU CAN ONLY IMPROVE YOURSELF BY LEARNING FROM YOUR MISTAKES....I HAVE MADE SO MANY MISTAKES THAT I THINK ITS ABOUT TIME I START LEARNING FROM THEM...SO BECAUSE IM NOT GRADUATING ON TIME LIKE I SHOULD BE...IM NOT GOING TO IRELAND WITH THEM AND MIKE NEXT SUMMER....BUT I WILL BE GOING ON A CRUISE WITH THEM AT SOME POINT....THEY EVEN SAID I COULD BRING A FRIEND/SIGNIFICANT OTHER....SO THATS A LIL EXTRA INCENTIVE TO GET THIS SCHOOL STUFF DONE FINALLY....ALRIGHT TIME TO WORK

    Current Mood: hyper
    Sunday, July 31st, 2005
    11:03 am
    THEY BETTER NOT TRADE MANNY....
    SO I HAVEN'T UPDATED THIS IN A VERY LONG TIME. EVERYTHING SEEMS WELL WITH ME LATELY. I ALWAYS SEEM TO FLUCTUATE BETWEEN PERIODS OF BEING RESPONSIBLE AND THEN NOT BEING RESPONSIBLE...I DONT KNOW WHY...PROB BECAUSE I TEND TO LET THINGS SLIDE AND THEN TRY TO COMPENSATE BY GOING OVERBOARD ON BEING GOOD. OH WELL IM SURE I WILL FIND A HAPPY MENDIUM AT SOME POINT. TOM PETTY WAS ALRIGHT. I DIDNT REALLY ENJOY THE CONCERT TOO MUCH WITH MWHIP BEING RETARDED, BUT I STILL HAD A GOOD TIME BEFOREHAND AND WHEN AIMEE GOT THERE. AS ALWAYS I ENDED UP WITH A FEW BATTLE SCARS....LOL I HAVE THIS RATHER LARGE SCAR ON MY ARM FROM TRYING TO PEE IN THE WOODS...AND I RIPPED MY SHIRT AS WELL. WHEN I CAME OUT OF THE WOODS BLEEDING AND WITH HALF MY SHIRT GONE, EVERYONE DECIDED THAT IT WOULD A GOOD IDEA TO RIP THE REST OF MY SHIRT... WELL I WAS DRUNK AND REALLY DIDNT CARE EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT AIMEE WAS WICKED EMBARASSED THAT I WAS GONNA GO INTO THE CONCERT WITHOUT A SHIRT....LOL SO BRADY GAVE ME HIS SLEEVELESS SHIRT AND I LOOKED LIKE A REDNECK FOR THE REST OF NIGHT. YEAH SO I JUST GOT THE WORK TODAY AND GUESS WHOSE ACCOUNT I HAD TO WORK ON....RED SOX OWNER TOM WERNER'S....IT WASN'T HIM I TALKED TO BUT RATHER HIS PROPERTY MANAGER. I TOLD HIM TO TELL TOM NOT TO TRADE MANNY BECAUSE WE LOVE HIM AND DON'T WANT TO SEE HIM GO. THAT PRETTY MUCH MADE MY MORNING...ON A FUNNIER NOTE....BRIAN STOPPED BY MY WORK LAST WEEK AND EVERYONE THOUGHT HE WAS MY OLDER BROTHER. PROB BECAUSE HE TOWERS OVER ME AND HAS ALL THIS FACIAL HAIR. OH WELL I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY. YEAH SO ONE MONTH LEFT THEN SCHOOL. I HAVE SO MANY GOOD IDEAS FOR COMMUNITY SERVICE THIS SEMESTER. I TALKED TO THIS LADY AT MY WORK WHO HAS A MENTALLY CHALLENGED SON AND SHE IS GONNA GET ME CONTACT INFO FOR SPECIAL NEEDS PROGRAMS THAT HER SON DOES SO WE CAN GET MORE INVOLVED THAN WE HAVE BEEN LATELY. I ALSO GOT SOME OTHER STUFF FROM MY DAD FOR CANCER RELATED CHARITIES....OH WELL I BETTER GET BACK TO WORK....GO SOX!!!

    Current Mood: amused
    Sunday, July 10th, 2005
    9:05 am
    WOW I AM AWAKE RIGHT NOW...
    SO MY BUDDIES LEFT FOR BALTIMORE ON FRIDAY MORNING TO SEE THE SOX GAMES DOWN THERE AND I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA BE BORED OUT OF MY MIND FOR THE WEEKEND. WELL I JUST HAPPENED TO RUN INTO MY OLD BUDDY GRADY AND WE MET UP WITH A BUNCH OF PEOPLE I PLAYED SOCCER WITH IN HIGHSCHOOL AND WENT TO THE BARS. I HAVENT SEEN THESE GUYS IN LIKE 2 YEARS SO IT WAS AWESOME TO SEE THEM AGAIN. THEY ALL SEEM TO BE DOING WELL AND SUPPOSEDLY THERE IS AN ALUMNAI TOURNAMENT COMIGN UP IN THE NEXT FEW WEEKS....I MAY NOT HAVE PLAYED IN AWHILE BUT I THINK I WILL ATLEAST TRY TO GO AND PLAY. OH MAN DID WE GET DRUNK AT THE BAR. I WAS ONLY GONNA HAVE LIKE 2 DRINKS, BUT OF COURSE WITH LIKE HALF OF MY FRIENDS GROWING UP THERE I ENDED UP HAVING LIKE 6 OR 7 BEERS...IT WAS FUN BUT I DEF DID NOT WANT TO WORK THE NEXT DAY. SO ATLEAST I GOT THEIR NUMBERS SO WE CAN DO THIS BAR THING AGAIN. PLUS I THINK COLIN, GRADY, VADER, AND FAT BOY MIGHT BE GOING TO TOM PETTY. THIS CONCERT IS GONNA BE THE BEST CONCERT OF ALL TIME. I KNOW ATLEAST 50 PLUS PEOPLE THAT ARE GOING.. SO I AIRED OUT THE TENT FOR MY TRIP TO MAINE AND MOWED SOME OF THE LAWN AND DECIDED I WAS GONNA TAKE A NAP AND FINISH THE REST WHEN I WOKE UP....WELL I WOKE UP AT 11 PM. AND I ENDED UP JUST GOING TO SLEEP TILL I HAD TO WAKE UP AT 630 THIS MORNING. NOW I KEPT WAKING UP EVERY HALF HOUR FOR SOME WEIRD REASON SO I WAS RARING TO GO AT 630 AM AND I DIDNT EVEN HAVE ANY COFFEE AT ALL. OH WELL IM AT WORK AND TIME TO ACTUALLY EARN SOME MONEY

    Current Mood: amused
    Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
    12:13 pm
    SO TODAY SUX A LOT
    I HATE WORKING THE DAY AFTER A HOLIDAY....EVERYONE IS PISSED THAT THEY HAVE TO WORK TODAY AND THEY END UP TAKING IT OUT ON ME....GRRRRRR!!!!OH WELL TIME IS FLYING BYE THIS MONTH...PRETTY SOON I WILL BE IN MAINE FOR ALMOST A WEEK AND THEN ITS TOM PETTY....OH WELL JUST THOUGHT ID UPDATE CUZ I NEVER DO ANYMORE

    Current Mood: cranky
    Friday, June 17th, 2005
    12:30 pm
    I AM SO EXCITED RIGHT NOW....
    311 IS PLAYING AT GREAT WOODS.....I MEAN TWEETER CENTER ON THE 19TH OF AUGUST.....I WAS SO BUMMED CUZ I DIDNT THINK THEY WERE COMIGN THIS SUMMER, BUT I JUST FOUND OUT THEY ARE.....I THINK THEY'RE PLAYING WITH PAPA ROACH AND SOME OTHER BAND, BUT REGARDLESS IM GONNA BE THERE....ANYONE WHO WANTS TO GO .....DO GO ITS PROB THE BEST SUMMER CONCERT FOR A RELATIVELY LOW COST.....I CANT WAIT...

    Current Mood: enthralled
    Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
    3:37 pm
    wow last night was crazy...
    aimee came over after work and we went and hung out with my buddies and watched the sox game....i had to be a good boy and not smoke reefer...its was aight tho....then we went back to my house and watched the first star wars movie....now we were so comfy that we both fell asleep and woke up at 6 am to the star wars menu music on repeat....My dad was like you guys passed out in like 10 min....so we got up and got some dunkies and then finished the movie...thats 1 movie down and 5 to go...im glad she actually enjoyed it...although she is trying to get me to listen to country music as part of our deal that she watch teh star wars movies....we'll see how that goes....i cant wait for our trip to acadia....its gonna be awesome....my mom already has like half the trip planned for us cuz she remembers everything....so im gonna take a nap now that the lawn is done...

    Current Mood: devious
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